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30 dec:HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANTING!!

Yea, it's our princess' sixteenth birthday! Belinda, Jingyee and i gave her a container of home-made rose flavoured chocolate cookies. Yeps, rose flavoured for we didn't have vanilla essence so we used rose essence to substitute it. The rose essence was for the strawberry shortcake we intended to make at first, it turned out disastrous. x:

See the birthday girl enjoy the cooking. She got so touched she cried. Just kidding, she didn't.

And the others

A full day of fun i shall say.

Together with my dance clique, we went back to ytss to visit my dear cca and juniors. The dance for next year's syf was powerful (in dance terms) and i'm certain we'll be able to get gold. BUT the target is gold with honours, so way to go dancers, add oil. YOU GIRLS CAN DO IT! :b

Next we trained to causeway point to watch twilight (second time for me). This movie is romantic, but the starting was so so boring! And although i've watched the movie twice, i still don't see any hotness in edward cullen (maybe in some parts of the movie have la) but the charm he has that makes girls "woo~", nah. Jasper looks so much hotter than him can. Jasper and Alice make the best couple agree? DUH!

We went off combing causeway point to look for a clique ring, but to no avail. Lidu, bell and my fingers were too slim ( did i use this word correctly?) that we couldn't fit into the smallest ring size. Haha. Madness, all the silver shines' making me dazzle.

*thanks to this stranger who quickly snapped a group photo for us when we were caught taking photos "illegally" :b

28dec: baking process

strawberry shortcake (too much butter -->failed) >.<

whip cream (failed) >.<

baking of strawberry shortcake botom. (cracked-->failed) >.<

forget it, let's do cookies.

sugar icing ^ ^ v

first round ^ ^v

second round ^ ^v

baking in process.. ^ ^v

two successful attempts ^ ^v

sampling the sweet success of our combined efforts ^ ^v

Before this picturey post lags the whole blog here's one last picture to scare you so that you can't fall asleep. *evil grins*

I'm hyper Off for now; toodles~

I SO FEEL LIKE PUNCHING SOMEONE IN THE FACE NOW!!!
STOP TRYING TO BE SO HAUGHTY OF YOURSELF WHEN YOU'RE THE LOWEST GRADE KIND.

UGGH!!

BEFORE I BASH ANYONE UP, TO EVERYONE OUT THERE, PLEASE DONT ASK ME WHAT HAPPEN!!

LOOK AT THE BLOODY TIME NOW, HTH AM I SUPPOSED TO GET TO SLEEP.
THANKS FOR SUCCESSFULLY RUINNING MY EIGHT HOURS OF BEAUTY SLEEP.

I'M FUMING
OFF FOR NOW; TOODLES~

omg omg omg. two days away from christmas and i've yet to buy any presents for anyone!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
thanks to my work, sighs. ever since last sat when finally, fairus popped me the question of where do i intend to go next? So i was like see my results how then decide. It was just a casual remark at first, but when i got home, i started giving serious thought to the question. And the answer is i'm going to singapore poly to take the biomedical science course. i'm going for the cardiac tech! okay, who cares. Well everyone around me knows how badly i wanna get into that course, but it's like 9points, and i'm not certain if i can make it
"look-on-the-bright-side. you'll-get-into-the-course."
SUREE~ thanks for the encouragement peeps.

Anyway, today's 4e3 class outing. And apparently, very lil turned up. Duh,lil imp and ladybug didn't even go. Not saying we big shot or what, just that it'll make a quite-big difference if we turned up. yeps.
I miss my 4e3 real loads. People like farid and chi-na-kuey who always make fun of my saying wei~, zhihao and his barbie girl song, moley and his chicken dance. And helmi dopehead who always finish up my food for me. Actually all the guys kop food from me whenever there's chance tsk tsk. Not forgetting our 4e3 biscuit, tamil tiger.
Not forgetting the girls, like bell who always walk home with me, and ladybug who alwasy help me tie my hair. I miss the times where we zi bi at our zi-bi-area, observing people with their weird actions and laughing LOUDLY at them.
This instant, i'm missing ytss where all of us had so much fun in class together, making fun of that bobo blahs. The lessons, power nap, and being teased by my friends. haha.

Enough of these, i wanna talk about work today.
Something different today. After i punched card, i found myself nothing to mark so auntie rosa got me to sharpen pencils. It's a simple task but i felt great sense of achievement when i see all the pencils sharpened. it was awesome. and i did sorting. something new..
Another kid cried today and i really wonder if the kids nowadays are really that stressed. First there was zoey who cried caused she didnt know how to do her sums, then darien for being unable to complete his corrections being "threatened" by the teacher to tear up his worksheet of he made any more mistakes. poor boy, he didn't want his father to know that he cried. i only learnt that when he asked me " tcher is there any tear marks on my face". my heart really reached out to him. last sat, one boy cried cause he didn't know how to do his test. And today how min cried being made to stay back due to his inability to complete the required workload within a certain time, and victor's younger brother who cried cause he felt that victor was fast with his work and everything, unlike him a slow poach.
People, you should have witnessed the scene then. Victor was happily doing his numberboard with me today, when i noticed a boy who was wearing similar clothes and looked like him. That poor thing was crying.
ME:" Is that your brother? I think he's crying."
VICTOR:"oh yea, that's my brother"
and the next thing that happen. the brother started coming towards victor and cried on his shoulders.
and victor's first reaction was give his brother a big hug, before saying "stop crying first, tell me what happen.." blahs
when th brother finally calmed down, victor's sleeve was totally wet, but he didn't mind at all.
I can't describe my feelings then. It was like the bond between the two brothers were so strong, what the chinese call 情同手足, and it's something that hardly exist in today's 20th century.

work tmr: 1pm to 9pm.. EIGHT HOURS!!! should i say woots or sian?
Somehow i'm kinda sad now.. moodless and lazy to type further.

I'm blue
Off for now; toodles

omg, can anyone ever imagine, i actually used two red pens in about two weeks! and it's really those use finish the-last-ink kind. omg this is madness. madness. these few days, fairuz ( or whatever idk how to spell his name) was beside me at the G-up table. He's one super funny guy with his nonsensical nonsense.

F:you say the shop stupid still buy things from the shop

F:people go america build snowman you got there don't know do what

S: eh you think snowman very easy to build ah?

F:then very difficult huh? just anyhow take snow and clump together can form snowman ready. Also never ask you buy one back for me.

..

S: i used to go to central but i transferred here.

F: why you transfer here?

S:cause here more fun. i like the teachers.

F:oh. thanks ah. thanks a lot for your compliment.

S: i'm not talking about you la.

F: oh i see. fine, i don't teach you already.

Enough of these stupid conversations. Made me laugh and laugh and laugh. Has anyone realised, most of my colleagues are my type one. I really love my job though sometimes it gets real boring when i have nothing to do. I've decided to continue working even after o's. oops i meant after getting back my o's results, whether i'm proceeding to poly or jc or wherever. It might be tough, but i'll be able to manage. cheh, confidence. And i've gotta learn malay and tamil, in order to be "bilingual", as according to mr raj. -_- By then i'll be fluent in eng, chinese, malay tamil.. what if a japanese teacher comes? does that mean i've gotta learn japanese?? gosh, that's not bilingual anymore.. x_x that'll be like one, two, three, four, five languages. hmm, what's the word for that? hmm..
I LOVE MY JOB !
I LOVE MY COLLEAGUES !!
I LOVE THE KIDS THERE !!!
I LOVE EVERYTHING IN THIS WHOLE WIDE WORLD !!!!
I LOVE LOVE !!!!! ♥-♥-♥-♥

I'm lovin' it ✿
Off for now; toodles~

tadas. i'm back here's the mr men show (let the pictures do the talking)

mr happy :b

chonmun :b

don't you think mr happy and chonmun kinda bear a resemblance? i know it sounds absurd but i'm not kidding. the first person i thought of when i saw mr happy was chonmun. SERIOUSLY.
To chonmun:if you happen to pass by, i'm so sorry for posting your photo without your permission. and what's posted here has no intention of offencing you. If it did in some way or so, i'm really really sorry. but i don't think you'll mind, right?? :b

For the whole night, i was on msn with my zhuhai friend. I super x infinity miss them. I remembered knowing them last year and how badly i cried when we were leaving them. A lot of things happened and it bonded us a lot. All these can't be described so easy just thru words. It's smth which you gotta experience yourself to understand. I desperately want to fly over to zhuhai to visit them as i won't be able to do so next when they move on to high school and that.

Here's a song which he "gave" me. It's super touching and i cried when i heard it

寂寞喧哗;我不害怕
因为我只听得见对你的牵挂
世界很大,会容得下;我这小小,傻傻顽固的信仰
你有没有过承诺;我已忘了,那已不重要了
反正我都会守候;在梦中守候
我最唯一最美的梦
爱来过;来得那么美;那么凶;
欢呼着;从我生命狠狠辗过
连遗憾;也都不争气的珍惜成笑容
爱来过;让我完整过;幸福过;
怎么能;轻易就放它走
我不想解脱;我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来..爱我

FOUND IT AT LAST. three cheers :b
Having loads of feelings suppressed inside me. Finally understood the meaning of true love cannot be forgotten easily. It's been quite some time, but the feelings never faded. And i thought time could heal all wounds?
Today's my off-day, ok every wednesday's my off-day, so i decided to meet up with ladybug to discuss our running sessions. See, we're serious about completing the 1okm marathon and not waste our money. :b Just like before,we had our $2 meal, gosh it's been a long time since i ate it.
What a wonderful feeling. After that went for haircut, which was something i've been wanting to do since prelims. Yea, i'm super pro in dragging. xD Then don't know how, we landed ourselves in the new building of northpoint. A "mr men show" was going on then and we took some photos of them. I'll find a way to upload them cause there's something i would like to comment on. Ahaha.
I suddenly thought of the embarrassing thing i've did again, due to catophobia. Guess what, yesterday jy, yj and xy dined at the coffeeshop near our workplace. And since it's a coffeeshop, cats are quite a common sight. Initially all of us were eating happily away, till out of nowhere sprung out a big fat cat. It was so near us, and i had a hunch that it would come over any moment. How on earth am i supposed to continue with my meal then? I placed my chopsticks on the bowl and started hitting the table. Omg omg there's a cat there's a cat. And my first hit hit the chopsticks, causing the pair to fly. By then everyone was looking at me with the what-a-silly- person look, followed by giggles and sniggers. I didn't know what to do so i ate my last spoon of noodles. The cat was coming towards us, i'm not kidding. I flew out of my seat and ran all the way out of the coffeeshop. It suddenly seemed like everyone was laughing at this ___ girl. Wth, SO MALU!!!

I'm nincompoopy
Off for now; toodles

omg. i've rummaged thru billions of blogskins but i still cant find one that i'm ok with and doesn't screw up in firefox. so i'll temporary settle with this and continue with my bs-hunt another time. I'm getting addicted to changing blogskins. gosh, please don't let it happen. :x

I'm nfjkncgkjdi
Off for now; toodles~

Sighs. I miss my previous blogskin which caused the inability to publish my latest post. GRR..
I find it super pretty and i super love it!! but this is not that bad. (at least for now) This will be my temp skin till i find a prettier one that i love more. lols. FINALLY FOUND A CURE TO THIS BLOGGY DISEASE. cheh. -;-
Guess what, the first person i saw at work today was sir raj, and the first thing that came out was heh, hi how are you? so your waiting for your o's huh? which school your from?..
and i totally shock tio, so many questions bombed at me. my colleagues all stared at me with the "so they know each other eh?" look. haha. After longer that a while, when mt jy yj and py came, all of us were called out for a sort of lecture. At first i thought they wanted us to distribute flyers lol. Turns out.. All of us got so "depressed" when we learnt that our seniors complained that we use our phone too much when we did not. And the grooming restrictions, now we can't wear tshirts, so what can we wear? no tshirts? zzz.
And i wonder who in the right mind will ever spell continent as continests! HAHA. i'm so evil. xD
I'm so afraid i'll get fired or smth someday. It's like everyone's having SO high expectations. Hope i'm just thinking too much.

I'm crashed
Off for now; toodles~

hello..? what's wrong with my blog? how come can't view latest post? lols.

Today, i'm assigned back to my test station again. (like finally!) :b
The pathetic thing was that there was only 1 person taking test -.-
And this one person has three tests to take. lol.
Suddenly feeling so useless now, it's like i'm working such short hours and my job's the simplest one one can ever have, but i'm always SOOOOO SUPERRRRR TIRED after work. As compared to those adults out down who work full days, i really can't imagine how i'm gonna survive out there ten years down the road. Gawd. Despite so, i cant sleep at all! I would end up waking in the middle of the night and stare into blank air, building aircastles, then i'll fall asleep again and the cycle repeats. What's happening to me?
Christmas is coming. Time for shopping. Anyone want pressies?

I'm out of my mind
Off for now ; toodles~

Oh and i missed out about work ytd. Didn't sat at my test station today, moved over to the sit at the table where we get to mark class work etc. was with jy and anna, was quite fun. There was this boy called samuel. madness. he came in with one thick pile of hw for us, but anna and jy had to settle the homework and class work of the other children who also came in, meaning i had to clear that set of samuel's work myself. madness. I only marked his work during the next 1hr plus together with some corrections. Imagine. Totally madness!
After he left, there was finally some "peace". Know what, the time then was already 7 plus, and we hadn't had our dinner.
By the time we got back from dinner, it was about eight, 1 hr left before we call it a day. After dinner was super fun. I got to know a girl who was very lazy? or what word should i use to describe her. Her handwriting was terrible (for a girl), and her work was undone. And she kept saying idk how to do, i'm very tired, over and over again. Ah patient me finally got her to complete one set of corrections. hmph. And she kept laughing at what i say. i feel like knocking her head. but, oh well..
One word to describe kids, CUTE!

I'm sleepy
Off for now; toodles~

No work today, and i'm going out with YT sec4 dancers to k, meaning today will be a happy x2 day.
However, i suay suay kena feng mo, which has been making me itch all over for th past two nights that i've hardly got much sleep. imagine, fugly red patches that's of all sizes swelling. totally yucks. spoils my mood.
Not only so, sister's out, with the keys, meaning i have no keys to open the door to go out, which also means i'm locked in! grr, there goes my k. }:
Now i'm so stuck with the comp.. }:

I'm restless
Off for now; toodles~

Regarding work today, as usual i was at my test station. marking, timing, recording.. the usual stuffs. just that today i kinda embarrassed myself when i wanted to borrow a certain answer sheet from the guy behind me ( i forgot his name). I just suddenly burst into laughter (the soft version) and he was like blur blur don't know what happen and smiled back at me. Then i turned back. I was laughing cause since day1, he's been sitting behind me and we do talk to each other and those, but i still have got no idea what's his name. So when i turned behind the second time, he told me his name and i told him mine. But i think i have some kind of speaking disorder cause albeit repeating my name for like three times, he couldn't catch what i was saying. As for jingyee. she only needed to say it once and he understands! Grrr..
The second time was when mt jy and i were preparing to pack up, we suddenly talked about someone which i've forgotten who too, and jy mistook that someone for another person younger than us during a certain conversation. idk how to explain but it's just funny laa.
Okay maybe it's kinda lame but who cares. I need to pass my daily life by laughing at some lame things.
Oh and i think the guy behind me is called yongjie or smth one, yea should be. Who cares anyway. Haha. Look jy, i rmb-ed for a minute! :b -.-

I'm retarded
Off for now; toodles~

Now ytd was 5th dec, which was the supposed prom date for ytss graduates. Speaking of prom, all i can say is it was okay, but the food SUCKED ! Helmi was gobbling chunks of food and kel and i stared at him with the "omg the food taste so awful, how come you're enjoying like as if it's the best delicacies on earth?" x: And he was like "no ah, the food's superb!" erm ok well, different people have different taste so maybe.. but he's one weird fella, being the only one at our table who enjoyed the food ans polish his plate clean. (no offence helmi if you ever get to read this. Ahaha.) And there were lame games which i've forgotten, no point remembering yea. Halfway thru the beanie and mdm saudah peeped in to check on us?, in case i didn't mention, teachers were not invited to our prom. xD The best part was hit the dancefloor where everyone got high, just that when it came to the waltz pat only two couples were left. ( If only my partner was there }: )

Anyways here's some of our pretty and handsome faces, not excluding one "jiao-bin".

-one of the lame games requiring th guys to show off their chest-.-

-xy-kel-lydia-helmi-farid-leehao-

-xy-tlmt-jy-joanna-

-xy-jy-

-xy-tlmt-
(idk what's that stupid xy face for)

-xy & tlmt shot2-
(another stupid xy face -.-)

-tlmt-joanna-

-prom queen imposter kel-

-prom queen original xy-

JUST KIDDING PEOPLE, NEITHER OF US ARE PROM QUEENS. IF YOU'RE OBSERVANT ENOUGH TO NOTICE, THE CROWN WE WORE ON OUR HEAD WERE OF THE PROM KING'S. NEITHER ARE WE PROM KINGS. WE'RE JUST TWO BEST FRIENDS, LADYBUG AND LILIMP. AHAHA.

heh look, at the end of the day, who's prom king and queen then. it's hemant and joanna! 0_0 And we did enjoy ourselves. thanks to the organisers for prom :b And this is my LONGEST post ever.

I'm bored
Off for now; toodles~

First day at work was hmm.. FANTASTIC! :b
Finally i'm not slacking my time away, rotting at home doing nothing like what i've been doing for the past weeks ever since o levels ended. (i'm not kidding)
And at least i'm earning some money for my shopping sprees. yea :b
BUT!! There's grooming restrictions, like no wearing of three quarters (this is fine cause i hardly wear them) no wearing of collar tees (that's killing me cause i love collar tees!!) :@
Makes me feel like i'm back to being a school student. haha
I really love my job. though the pay isn't that high, the location's near my house (which is uper good) it's been what i've wanting to do since young, and it suits my impish character! haha. xD
Well i really have got no idea how to express my happiness for getting this job successfully after waiting for three days. It's really WOW! Totally unexpected.
I love my colleagues. They're very friendly and very willing to help me.
The fun-est thing about today is passing work and hand-signalling to each other. ha. It might not appear fun here, it's the whole process. So haha.
Alright. UPER HAPPY TODAY! :b WOOTS~

I'm jumpy
Off for now; toodles~

Now it seems to me that I'm the only one who still remembers that today's mom's birthday.
Ain't I cool? :b
To think i was kind enough to remind my sister about it, and she got dad to buy a cake and roses ( if i remembered correctly), without even telling me! I'm not trying to make a fuss over such a small thing, but had i not found out about it from my dad, i would have gone on with baking a birthday cake for mom! And what's gonna happen then? Not saying that you've gotta tell me everything, but what's wrong with telling me about it? Will it ruin your plans in any way? or what? i understand it's meant to be like a surprise but heh, i'm not the birthday girl! Seriously, I'm SOOOOO pissed! It turns out that you're another one who like to qiang feng tou also.
So what if you tell everyone that "actually is jie jie remind me today is mummy's birthday one.."
Damn!

I'm pissed
Off for now; toodles~